Dear friends/readers,
I am so very sorry that I've been MIA these past 2 months. Here is where I give my excuses, but also where I applaud those that voluntarily write and update daily blogs. How do you do it (especially if you're not being paid to do it)?! I can easily summarize what I've been doing: JOB SEARCHING. I know you read about how hard and tough the economy is...but I'm living breathing proof telling you that it is as bad out there as they say. Is there hope? Man I hope so because some days I just feel like giving up. I'm questioning everything right now, especially about what I'm supposed to do. Should I stay? Should I move? Should I consider going back to school? I wish I had the answers, but I don't and some days I just want to crawl in my bed and never come out.
Don't worry, I'm being mildly dramatic but I will be honest, I have had some pretty sad breakdown moments where I feel beside myself after searching for work as though it's my full time job. That's not to say I haven't taken some time to try and enjoy life despite it all. As I write this short post, I'm drinking "Extra Sleepytime" tea and am hoping this herbal remedy will guide me into a dreamscape where I'm surrounded by feelings of utter fulfillment from a satisfying career that only dreams are made of.
I remain a dreamer in real life, too which sometimes I wonder if it's helping or hurting my cause? I tend to have my head in the clouds, but my feet firmly planted on the ground. Does this juxtaposition keep me in a perpetual state of wonder? Okay...I need to go to bed. I promise though that come early next week, when I have 2 days off, I will update my blog with pictures and more words from yours truly. I hope 2012 has been treating you well so far -- keep your fingers crossed for me that I find a great job. I need all the positive cosmic energy I can get!
XO-
V
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